the current battle in my head

there are 2 battles in my head, both revolve around money.  One is the construction project...this is not too time consuming.
the other is carlie's school.  even if we qualify for Leep, can we really afford the 3,000 needed to send carlie back to immanuel.  If we didn't & put her in pubic school, would we be able to afford a vacation or classes for the kids.
i need to NOT worry about this now...i need to focus on not spending money for the next 3 months...& worry about more relevant things.  there i said, stop worrying & be PREsent