Awesome moment- it's what IT is all about

yesterday, things were moving down hill for carlie.  she hadn't eaten enough food by the time i saw her after school. she was very frustrated with her snack that i brought.  We went to the ortho- she was still very crabby at the end. we had 30 mins to fill before art. not enough time to run home & get another snack.  too cold to be outside.  

We went to norma's coffee, the kids had blueberry muffins, i had a cafe au lait & we played hang man for 30 mins.  i stayed off my phone & focused on them.  Carlie was very funny & clever. casey enjoyed being able to finally understand the game.

NEED to do more stuff like this.

i'm having anxiety attacks over feeling inadequate & indecisive about the parent tot classes.  I am back to worrying about how the class is a one shot deal, what if it sucks . what if what i have planned is lame.  I'm not sure how to stop myself from self doubt.  I try to remind myself 3 things:

1. the class is only 45 minutes

2. this content is good enough for my other classes, why not PT?

3. Parents do not want mess or complicated projects.  Want something fast & easy & child friendly.

I'm hoping that if i confirm & buy the items needed for the next couple of parties i can begin to relax again.