Finding the Joy & Inner Ramblings

well just like that in a blink of an eye, august is here. carlie goes back to school in a week & half.  It has been an amazing summer...summer of highs & lows.  but i am working through it.  I had some lows in june/july wondering if i have made the right decisions. then i worked 20 hours in one week, it felt like home to be back at the center...but now i don't really desire to go back.  perhaps when school starts, my feelings will change and i will want some extra cash.  The kids & i have gotten into a groove.  Troy & I are still working on a groove.