Monday, April 4, 2011

current state of mind: frazzled but trying to breathe.  we purchased new windows this weekend & a garage door today. yikes!  We are now at 12,000 in newness for the house...but that's okay...or at least i am trying to accept that it will be okay.  i guess because i have been the driving force & approval behind everything, i am concerned that i left some cost out or under estimated our projects.
today after feeling like all i have done for the last month is purge & clean..decided on a whim to try out the schaumburg library.  it was a great time.  i focused on being in the moment & not trying to control everything.  we were there for about 2 hours.  it felt so relaxed.  it will be nice to be relaxed and go slower.  part of me almost feels guilty because it is going or should be a more laid back enjoyable life for us. 

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