talking through more things

yesterday, as i was thinking about how i am documenting these thoughts...
another persistent thought keeps popping up... will there be a time next year, that i will regret wishing this time away.  will there be moments/times next year, where i am so bored or claustrophobic with just my 2 kids, that i will long for the days of working with a group of young kids. will i miss the constinecy that works provides?  will i miss the productive feeling at the end of the day- while i'm cleaning the classroom for the 100th time??? 


i know i will miss the cuddles & love from children who choose to love me...you know versus your kids who love you well because they are yours...

mountain

We are in the process of making changes around here. we have begun talking about me staying home in June.  This is very exciting & scary at the same time.  I look forward to using this blog to document & discuss my concerns.
this morning like most tuesdays, i am full of dread as i know i have to go into work.  it is on these mornings, i think in the future about not having to get up at the crack of dawn to leave the house.